Future decisions

So many decisions to make. I fear for the future generations. They will have so many more choices to make. Spend or Save. Invest or Speculate. Dell or Apple. Processed or Organic. Business or Career. Plasma or LCD. Blondes that are brunettes or Blondes that change to seasonal Brunettes. iPod or ?? Hybrid car or Fuel Cell. Bose or Onkyo.

Still at the crossroads

Why does it always seem like everyone else in your circle is advancing except for yourself? I seem to be stuck in quagmire. I move but get nowhere. So much time has passed and yet here I am still doing what I've been doing for so long.

Part of the problem seems to be that I am not learning or retaining anything new. The same old things from decades ago come back to haunt me. Guitar playing, working out, solving the cube, finding my place, reaching financial freedom.

If there is a karmic paradox to life I seem to be in it. Circling round the same things until I either get them right or pass on the curse to the my next of kin. Emotional scarring of teenage lust not withstanding....